Women are not allowed to recite the Vedas, but why? Asks  ROHINI BAKSHI, Vedic Expert

By ROHINI BAKHSHI (Reproduced by Times Headline Writer)

Learning Sanskrit has been the most intense academic experience of my life. Till now. In the last five yeas I’ve gone from self-study, to passing a school-level exam, to the tutelage of some of the finest scholars in the world at SOAS, University of London.

Sanskrit consumed my life. With the children at University and my husband at work, I never had to think for a moment of what I would ‘do all day.’ There have been times when I began an assignment at 9 a.m., only to realize the day has passed when I heard my husband turn the key in the lock, returning from work. I imagined happily (and foolishly!) that there could not be a more intense engagement.

In the process of popularizing Sanskrit on Twitter, I conceived of and became part of an initiative called #Sandhaanam, a valuable and highly successful service that connects students anywhere in the world with traditionally trained Sanskrit teachers in India. As part of it, I met my tutor Śrī Narsimhayya Bhat, a Bangalore-based Vedic scholar, a Yajurvedī. After some persuasion, he agreed to train me in Vedic chanting. But I had to prove my commitment and aptitude first. In the first eight months, I was put through the paces of proper uccāraṇa(pronunciation) on ‘everyday’ mantras. I would not be allowed to utter a word from ‘Vedic’ texts before I had reached some level of purity in speech.

Being his student, avadhāna ceased to be a lexical entry, and became the sine qua non of learning. ‘Attention’ is not even close to what it means. To chant even two words correctly, you need to focus on eight aspects – the aṣṭāvadhana (alpaprāṇaḥ, mahaprāṇaḥ, anunāsikaḥ, hrasvaḥ, dīrghaḥ, udātaḥ, anudātaḥ, svaritaḥ, parasavarṇaḥ). How difficult could that be after eight months of pre-training?

A 19th century reproduction of the Rig Veda

Having memorized tracts of poetry at school, reciting Shakespeare by heart and even having trained a little in classical music, I had quite an inflated opinion of my mental capabilities. I’ve translated verses from Kālidāsa, from Bāṇa — how much harder could it possibly it get?

As the Vedic chanting with aṣṭāvadhana begins, I realize one has to focus simultaneously on Vedic accents, on the length of vowels, on perfectly pronouncing retroflexed and aspirated letters, on clipping a vowel or stressing a consonant when followed by a conjunct…and holding the base musical note. Focus on one, and one or more of the others slip! The tutor is relentless. He keeps picking up the needle and brings it back to the groove where you made your last mistake.

When he begins chanting after the preliminary greetings, he first closes his eyes and say ‘Om’ – and from that point he is transformed. His demeanour, the depth and resonance of his voice, the clarity of his enunciation, his expression — all become semi divine. I feel a fearful thrill pass through me that I’ve never experienced before. It reminds me of Vinatā’s instruction to Garuḍa in ‘Ka’: ‘If you feel a firebrand in your throat, that’s a brahman.’ And you are permanently spoiled for ordinary aurality. You cannot hear a pop Sanskrit recitation without poking holes in it. You cannot teach students without getting ‘ultra-fussy’ about how they are pronouncing even letters of the alphabet, let alone words or verses. At the same time, you feel a new empathy, because you yourself are struggling as a student, all over again.

Women are not allowed to study or chant the Vedas. Orthodoxy still does not permit girls to receive Vedic initiation – something I am campaigning to change, and I wonder if it will be achieved in my lifetime. Liberal and learned saints like Swami Vivekananda have advocated and permitted it, but it is still prohibited by-and-large. I have never heard of girls being admitted to a Vedic school, not even one for girls. Often I hear, ‘But there is so much to study for spiritual upliftment – the epics, the purānas, the Gītā, and innumerable non scriptural texts – why fixate on the Vedas?’

To my mind, that brings the purpose of the Vedas under question. If one can achieve spiritual enlightenment without them, what are they for?

Glass ceiling or cage, however you describe it, I have been lucky enough to get a whiff of what is denied to me. Episodically, not entirely, I am being taught to recite and chant. By a pundit who is only interested in my commitment. He is aware he will be censured by his community even for this much – but he follows in the footsteps of giants like Swami Dayanand Saraswati and Swami Vivekananda. The journey has only just begun.

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